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October 16

Last Goodbye

 
 






 








 

[I]

 Don'tNeed

You

Anymore

[I]

Don'tWant

ToBe

Ignored

[I]

Don'tNeed

One More

Day OfYou

Wasting

[Me]

Away

WithNo [Apologies]


 
 






 



 

I KEPT IT INSIDE OF ME FOR ALL THIS TIME

THOUGHT THAT I COULD MAKE IT WORK IF I TRIED

BUT I'M SORRY TO ADMIT THAT I HAVE LIVED A

LIE

 

I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT FOR TOO LONG

NOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS WRONG

I WISH I TOLD YOU FROM THE START

THAT THIS WAS NEVER MEANT TO LAST

WE SHOULD'VE NEVER GONE THIS

FAR

 I Won't
Keep My
Mouth Shut
 Anymore

 

 

 

 



 


 
 
 


YouUsedTo

Be My[Rainbow]OnARainy

Day

ButNow

You'reGone

[&&]MyLife

IsJust
Gray
 



 
 






 

 
 
 




 
 
 
 

People

Change

Things Go

Wrong

Shit Will

Hppen

But

Life Goes On



 


 
                             SHE SAYS
                     SHE'S NOT DESPERATE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE
                               DESPERATE
                               DESPERATE
                               DESPERATE
 
                     SHE'S A LITTLE LESS 
                                HAPPY
;;
                    &&. A LITTLE           
                                 MORE__
            ..Heart Broken
                                     && WAITING FOR HIM TO 
                                              COME
                                              
RESCUE HER FROM
;;__KILLING.HERSELF


 

 
October 11

new

 
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Love Me
&& We Can Make The World Jealous.

 
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  [ As a flower in the garden ]
[ Bending toward the sun, ]
[
 Unfolds it's tiny petals ]
[ One, by one, by one... ]
[ So faith expands it's beauty
[
Until  at last it grows ]
[
Into life's lasting flower... ]
[ The heart's fair perfect rose. ]

 It is only a tiny rosebud, ]
[ A flower of God's design, ]
[ But I cannot unfold the petals ]
[ With these clumsy hands of mine. ]
[ - The secret of unfolding flowers ]
Is not
known to such as I, ]
[ The flower God opens so sweetly, ]
[ In my hands would fade and die. ]
[ - I cannot unfold a rosebud, ]
This flower of God's design, ]
Then how can I have wisdom ]
To unfold this life of mine? ]
[ - So Ill trust Him for His leading ]
Each moment of every day ]
[ And I'll look to Him for His guidance ]
Each step of the pilgrim way. ]
 [ For the pathway that lies before me ]
[ My heavenly Father knows ]
[ I'll trust Him to unfold the moments ]
Just as He unfolds the rose. ]

To lie in a bed of roses, ]
[ To feel the silkiness against my skin, ]
[ The fragrance ]
[ How it comforts me, ]
[ Though feeling so alone, ]
Once again. ]
[ There was a time ]
[ When skies weren't cloudy, ]
[
And it seldom ever rained, ]
[ But as the clouds begin to rumble, ]
[ Once again there's so much pain. ]


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September 10

Save Me


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Please, please forgive
me,
But I won’t be home
again.
Maybe someday
you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll
say to no one:
"isn’t something missing? "

You won’t cry for my absence, I
know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?


Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you
love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me? "


And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I
sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something...

 

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I'm not supposed
to love
you,
I'm not supposed
to care
I'm not supposed
to live
my life,
Wishing
you
were
there
I'm not supposed
to
wonder,
Where
you
are and what
you do
I'm sorry
i can't
help myself,
I'm still
in love
with you..

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i tried to kill the
pain
but only brought
more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring
crimson regret and
betrayal
i'm dying praying
bleeding and
screaming
am i too lost to
be saved
am i too lost?

my God my
tourniquet
return to me
salvation
my God my
tourniquet
return to me
salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be
on the other side
or will you forget
me i'm dying
praying bleeding
and screaming am
i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God
my tourniquet
return to me s
alvation my God my
tourniquet return
to me salvation

my wounds cry
for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied
Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
 

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I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
And i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayl
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?
 
Do you remember me?
lost for so long
will yoube on the other side?
or will you forget me
im dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?

 



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August 29

Back Again

 


 
 













A secret in the house
held from everyone
can’t get out
suffocating
bleeding from my cuts

No one was home
I was all alone
just like I’ve always been
locked myself inside
can’t turn back
I lost the key

I think of life
and what will happen when I’m gone
I daydream
see my parents splitting up
see them dying of grief
seeing the friends I have
go suicidal
the one I hate partying
my ex
also partying

I realize what I’ve done
if I die
the good have lost
the evil will win
I don’t want to die

But the key is gone
the door is locked
no one there to help
I’m dying
against my will

I’m an angel now
watching over everything

I see my parents splitting up
I see them dying of grief
I’m seeing the friends I have
go suicidal
the one I hate partying
my ex
also partying

A secret life a secret death
breaks apart









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s o m e t i m e s    y o u 
  j u s t   
h a v e   
t o   r u n   a w a y   

s  o   y o u   c a n   s e e  
w h
  w i l l   c o  m e  
a f t e r   y o u .

s o m e t i m e s    y o u  
h a v e
   t o  
t a l k   q u i e t e r ,   

j u s t   t o   s e e
   w h o   i s 
  l i s t e n i n g 
 
s o m e  t i m e s 
 
y o u  
h a v e   t o  
s t a n d   u p   i n   a   f i g h t ,  
b u t   o n l y   t o   s e e 
  
w h o   i s  s t a n d i n g  
b y    y o u r    s i d e .

s o m e t i m e s   y o u 
  h a v e 
  t o   m a k e  
a   w r o n g   d e c i s i o n
o n l y    t o   s e e  
w h o   i s   t h e r e  t o  
h e l p   y o u   f i x   i t .

 s o m e t i m e s   y o u  
h a v e   t o   l e t   g o  
o f   t h e   o n e y o u  
love

j u s t   t o    s e e   i f 
  t h e y 
w i l l 
 c o m e   b a c k . . .
 





 
 Must Go Alone To My Bed
I am a weary wanderer,
On a lonesome
and winding road.
I am a daily ponderer.
I bear a ponderous load.

My shoes are worn
down to the soles.
My pants are rent with
gaping holes.
But I still maintain my
two feet,
And the earth as a
temporal seat.

I have nothing to call
my own.
All I possess, I do
on loan.
All my possessions
I shall shed,
Down to the last verse
in my head.

And whether I'll taste
victory
Before I face my last
defeat,
Is an unrecorded story.
But gain and loss I shall
both meet.

I have a few more miles
to go.
I have a few more
thoughts to know,
And my destination to see,
When I arrive at destiny.
Shed no tears when I pass
on by.
We must face the drought
and the rain.
It is only torture to cry.
Perhaps our paths may
join again.

Every road eventually
ends,
As love passed far beyond
my tred.
Each friendship leads to
parting friends.
I must go alone to my bed.

 
 


 




i hate you..............i hate you

i hate you i hate........i hate you i hate

i hate you i hate u.......i hate you i hate u

i hate you i hate you..i hate you i hate you

i hate you i hate you.i hate you i hate you

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate

i hate you i hate you i hate you

i hate you i hate you i hate u

i hate you I hate you

..i hate you..

i hate u

hate

U


 
 


 
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