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October 16
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[I]
Don'tNeed
You
Anymore
[I]
Don'tWant
ToBe
Ignored
[I]
Don'tNeed
One More
Day OfYou
Wasting
[Me]
Away
WithNo [Apologies] |
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I KEPT IT INSIDE OF ME FOR ALL THIS TIME
THOUGHT THAT I COULD MAKE IT WORK IF I TRIED
BUT I'M SORRY TO ADMIT THAT I HAVE LIVED A
LIE
I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT FOR TOO LONG
NOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS WRONG
I WISH I TOLD YOU FROM THE START
THAT THIS WAS NEVER MEANT TO LAST
WE SHOULD'VE NEVER GONE THIS
FAR
I Won't Keep My Mouth Shut Anymore
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YouUsedTo
Be My[Rainbow]OnARainy
Day
ButNow
You'reGone
[&&]MyLife
IsJust Gray |
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People
Change
Things Go
Wrong
Shit Will
Hppen
But
Life Goes On
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SHE SAYS
SHE'S NOT DESPERATE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE
DESPERATE
DESPERATE
DESPERATE
SHE'S A LITTLE LESS HAPPY;;
&&. A LITTLE MORE__♥
..Heart Broken && WAITING FOR HIM TO COME RESCUE HER FROM ;;__KILLING.HERSELF
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October 11
Love Me && We Can Make The World Jealous. |

[ As a flower in the garden ] [ Bending toward the sun, ] [ Unfolds it's tiny petals ] [ One, by one, by one... ] [ So faith expands it's beauty ] [ Until at last it grows ] [ Into life's lasting flower... ] [ The heart's fair perfect rose. ]
[ It is only a tiny rosebud, ] [ A flower of God's design, ] [ But I cannot unfold the petals ] [ With these clumsy hands of mine. ] [ - The secret of unfolding flowers ] [ Is not known to such as I, ] [ The flower God opens so sweetly, ] [ In my hands would fade and die. ] [ - I cannot unfold a rosebud, ] [ This flower of God's design, ] [ Then how can I have wisdom ] [ To unfold this life of mine? ] [ - So I’ll trust Him for His leading ] [ Each moment of every day ] [ And I'll look to Him for His guidance ] [ Each step of the pilgrim way. ] [ For the pathway that lies before me ] [ My heavenly Father knows ] [ I'll trust Him to unfold the moments ] [ Just as He unfolds the rose. ]
[ To lie in a bed of roses, ] [ To feel the silkiness against my skin, ] [ The fragrance ] [ How it comforts me, ] [ Though feeling so alone, ] [ Once again. ] [ There was a time ] [ When skies weren't cloudy, ] [ And it seldom ever rained, ] [ But as the clouds begin to rumble, ] [ Once again there's so much pain. ] |
September 10
Please, please forgive me, But I won’t be home again. Maybe someday you’ll have woke up, And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one: "isn’t something missing? "
You won’t cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me?
Even though I’d be sacrificed, You won’t try for me, not now. Though I’d die to know you love me, I’m all alone. Isn’t someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me, But I won’t be home again. I know what you do to yourself, Shudder deep and cry out: "isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me? "
And if I bleed, I’ll bleed, Knowing you don’t care. And if I sleep just to dream of you And wake without you there, Isn’t something missing? Isn’t something...
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I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to live my life,
Wishing you were there
I'm not supposed to wonder,
Where you are and what you do
I'm sorry i can't help myself,
I'm still in love with you.. |
i tried to kill the pain but only brought more i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet return to me s alvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide
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I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
And i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayl
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?
Do you remember me?
lost for so long
will yoube on the other side?
or will you forget me
im dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?
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August 29
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A secret in the house held from everyone can’t get out suffocating bleeding from my cuts
No one was home I was all alone just like I’ve always been locked myself inside can’t turn back I lost the key
I think of life and what will happen when I’m gone I daydream see my parents splitting up see them dying of grief seeing the friends I have go suicidal the one I hate partying my ex also partying
I realize what I’ve done if I die the good have lost the evil will win I don’t want to die
But the key is gone the door is locked no one there to help I’m dying against my will
I’m an angel now watching over everything
I see my parents splitting up I see them dying of grief I’m seeing the friends I have go suicidal the one I hate partying my ex also partying
A secret life a secret death breaks apart |

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s o m e t i m e s y o u j u s t h a v e t o r u n a w a y ,
s o y o u c a n s e e w h o w i l l c o m e a f t e r y o u .
s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o t a l k q u i e t e r ,
j u s t t o s e e w h o i s l i s t e n i n g s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o s t a n d u p i n a f i g h t , b u t o n l y t o s e e w h o i s s t a n d i n g b y y o u r s i d e .
s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o m a k e a w r o n g d e c i s i o n o n l y t o s e e w h o i s t h e r e t o h e l p y o u f i x i t .
s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o l e t g o o f t h e o n e y o u love
j u s t t o s e e i f t h e y w i l l
c o m e b a c k . . .
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Must Go Alone To My Bed I am a weary wanderer, On a lonesome and winding road. I am a daily ponderer. I bear a ponderous load.
My shoes are worn down to the soles. My pants are rent with gaping holes. But I still maintain my two feet, And the earth as a temporal seat.
I have nothing to call my own. All I possess, I do on loan. All my possessions I shall shed, Down to the last verse in my head.
And whether I'll taste victory Before I face my last defeat, Is an unrecorded story. But gain and loss I shall both meet.
I have a few more miles to go. I have a few more thoughts to know, And my destination to see, When I arrive at destiny. Shed no tears when I pass on by. We must face the drought and the rain. It is only torture to cry. Perhaps our paths may join again.
Every road eventually ends, As love passed far beyond my tred. Each friendship leads to parting friends. I must go alone to my bed. |
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i hate you..............i hate you
i hate you i hate........i hate you i hate
i hate you i hate u.......i hate you i hate u
i hate you i hate you..i hate you i hate you
i hate you i hate you.i hate you i hate you
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate
i hate you i hate you i hate you
i hate you i hate you i hate u
i hate you I hate you
..i hate you..
i hate u
hate
U
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мαιѕα ι ℓσνє уσυ ѕσ мυ¢н, уσυ'яє ѕυ¢н α вєαυтιfυℓ ρєяѕσи ιиѕι∂є αи∂ συт, ι ωιѕн υ αℓℓ тнє вєѕт ιи ℓιfє,
мαιѕα кєєρ da fαιтн ιи киσωin dαт ωє ℓσνє υ нєαρz и ωє ωιℓℓ иєνєя 4gєт υ,αи∂ ι нσρє 2мσяяσω яυиѕ ωєℓℓ 4 υ! αℓℓ da вєѕт σf ℓυ¢к! |
I'm Sorry I'm sorry for the things I do I'm sorry for what I say I'm sorry for the reason why I made you feel that way I'm sorry for the moonlit walks I'm sorry for the skies I'm sorry for that feeling
When I look into your eyes I'm sorry that I cared for you I'm sorry that I dreamed
I'm sorry that nothing Was the way it seemed I'm sorry that I didn't know
I'm sorry that I tried I'm sorry that I felt so bad I broke down and cried I'm sorry that I broke your heart I'm sorry that you broke mine
I'm sorry that you feel Like everything would be fine
I'm sorry that you listen
I'm sorry that you could not
I'm sorry that I'm apologizing When you think I should not I'm sorry for having Nothing that you want I'm sorry for being Everything
I'm not But I'm not sorry for the way I feel I'm not sorry that you don't understand I'm not sorry for that feeling When I hold your hand
I'm not sorry, and I never will be Until I find you back with me
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Be
Be my truth
My world around
Be my light
My path to walk
Be my wonder
My question answered
Be my trouble
My one excuse
Be my sight
My vision
before me
Be my blanket
My warm embrace
Be my song
My sound of good
Be my happiness
My great smile
Be my love
My only love
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What if you saw my arm one day And all those bloody trails? Will you be able to understand why I cut when all else fails?
Would you tell me to stop the cutting Because what I do is wrong? Will you try to convince me again That I'm really very strong?
Will you tell me otherwise When I say "you won't understand"? Answer me this question Have you sat with a knife in your hand?
Have you even contemplated Or thought about suicide? Do you have any f u c k ed up emotions That you always try to hide?
Have you ever lost best friends Because of the blade of a f u c k ing knife? Are you stuck in deep depression Always trying to end your life?
Do you have the scars I have That decorate your wrist? And if you try to smile Do you smile with a twist?
How about all that precious blood That's keeping you alive? Do you shed it every night Making it difficult to survive?
Have you ever stayed up late While endless tears you cried? Have you felt that horrible feeling Like part of you just died?
Have you ever taken drugs So the time will just pass by? Have you found yourself to think How perfect it'll be to die?
Have you attempted suicide so much That you've already lost count? Will even the tears you've ever cried Add up to that amount?
If you try to help me out Don't assume you know how I feel The truth is you can't mend my heart And you can't make my cuts heal
So just answer all these questions Before you give me any advice Just think it over clearly Think it over twice |


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Life it seems is but a day, For when Death comes we fade away. To leave the sun's warm glowing light, And greet the black, eternal night. To wait and watch as shadows grow, In darkness' great and secret show. All flair and fight for life's last breath, To stay alive and battle Death. But in the end 'tis all the same, The death of Death, and fear and pain. For all must so soon leave life's light, And fade away into the night...
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May 17
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"hold me tighter
i'm fal l ing faster
it's get t ing blacker
skin's feeling c o ld e r
brea t he for me
show me how
help me to see
my eyes have gone
si g h t l e s s
weight on my chest
heart slowing down
body is numb
f eeling is gone
your cries are fain t
d i s ta nt noises in m y head
i can hear no more
physical body is dead
i am weigh t l ess
i am light
i can go where
i want
i a m free
remember me
always
never forget me
i' m your Dark Angel
i will be with you always" |
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still love you but you don't know because i can't bear to look at you any more after the pain you caused no remorse i can't remember you caring about a single thing so i ignore i would have never started this if you didn't ignore me when i needed you not that you need me i'm ignoring my love for you you'll never know but i still love you and you seen me in a happy new life that i refuse to let you join i can't be bothered to see you anymore maybe i could if you were sorry but you don't feel any feelings
but i think of you everday not that i'm going to tell you but although my love isn't as strong i will always in some form love you in a way i'll always be that love sick fool who was stupid enough to stop caring about her pride just to please you but other parts of me have change you're bound to ohave noticed i don't need you only want you a bit i still love you but you'll never know
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Note to self : I miss you
Terribly This is what we call a
[-[tragedy]-] ♥ ♥ ♥
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I st i l l remember t he world From the eyes of a child Slowly those feel ings Were clouded by what I know now Where has my h eart gone An un even t rade for the real world Oh I I want to go back to Believing i n everything and knowing not h ing at all I st i l l remember the sun Always warm on my back Somehow i t
seems co ld er now Where has my heart gone Trapped i n the eyes of a stranger Oh I... I want t o go back to Believing in everything I st i l l remember.
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 I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cuz you came around Why don't you just go home? 'Cuz you can't hold all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much Our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassion's in my nature Tonight is our last stand
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much Our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
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Don't wait for some distant day to come, it may be too late before you've even begun. Not everyone will agree with all you decide.
Be true to yourself first and foremost. The only important thing in life is what you do with the time you spend here on earth. Don't cloud today with things that can't be undone. You have no more control over yesterday or tomorrow, than you do the raging of your passions. Do not quiet these dreams nor quench your desires. For if you do, your journey is ended. You have only today to begin anew and follow your dreams. For in the end all we have are our memories. When the twilight comes to us, let there be, no excuses, no explanations, no regrets!
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It is my fault You are no longer here I try to go on but it just wont happen
the harder i try to live without you The more i find i love you The days go on and it is not any eaier for me
I hear you and the pain tears through my body once again i feel the rip its all my fault! I wouldnt have lost you
I would still have you had i been what you were looking for I wouldnt have lost you Had i been more aware of what was going on
Im so sorry i broke ur heart Im sorry i ripped your world apart It is all startin all over again Its all my fault that you are in pain
Baby the harder i try The more it wont happen It cant happen I cant cause you that intense pain no never again! To U AMR by babyjade | N♥N♥N♥N♥N♥N♥N♥N♥
[[When]]. ii.see.you.;;; the world
s-t-o-p-s,,as.if.the .only . purpose
in .life.was.for.{{me}}. to.
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Love hurts. Love scars. Love wounds. Almost any heart... Not tough or stong enough... To take a lot of pain... take a lot of pain. Love is like a cloud. Holds a lot of rain Love hurts...ooh...ooh love hurts.
I'm young...I know. But even so... I know a thing or two. And I learned from you. I really learned a lot... Really learned a lot.
Love is like a flame. It burns you when it's hot. Love hurts...ooh...ooh love hurts
Some fools think of Happiness... Blissfulness... Togetherness.
Some fools fool themselves I guess.They're not foolin' me. I know it isn't true.
Love is just a lie. Made to make you blue. Love hurts...ooh...ooh love hurts.Ooh...ooh love hurts.
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Vague memories play in my head of when you and I were one. Trying to find a time in life of when I thought our end would come.
But I never had the slightest doubt, no such things were in my mind. No questions if I really loved you, no mysteries we had to find.
Things never got old by your side, our love was new each dawning day. Up until your heart decided, that here with me you couldn't stay.
It told you that we couldn't be, I never knew the reason why. Your words still linger in my thoughts, an echoed pain with your "Good-bye".
Did that good-bye erase our love, did it take all that we had? Did it run off with our hearts at hand, leaving me alone and sad.
It's been so long and time can't heal, this open wound that hasn't gone. Still I wait for your return, hopelessly remaining strong. "He left your side, he's gone for good", that's what my heart tells me each night. But when you left and said "Good-bye", you didn't mean forever...right? © Glendaliz M. |
April 29
When I think about you, And all that we had, It breaks my heart, again, To remember how much I miss you.
You were the one Iloved, The one I cared about the most, No one can ever take your place, I just want you to know.
I'll always remember you, I'll never forget what we had. You were always here for me, When I was feeling sad.
I wish you were here now, Right by my side, I need you more then ever, But your no where near.
Copyright ©2006 Kristina M.
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Tears fall down my face, I just push them away, And put on a smile, Pretend that I'm okay.
I can't let anyone see me cry, I've held it all in for years, Can't let them know, That I'm broken inside.
I act like I'm happy, Like nothing is wrong, If only they knew, It was all a lie.
I'll just keep on smiling, And maybe one day I will be happy, But for now it's fake, But it's all I can do.
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ѕιиg тσ нєя иσ мαттєя нσω нσяяιвℓє уσυя νσι¢є ιѕ.
ρι ¢к нєя σνєя αℓℓ тнє σтнєя gιяℓѕ уσυ нαиg συт ωιтн.
ι итяσ∂υ¢є нєя тσ fαмιℓу αи∂ fяιєи∂ѕ αѕ уσυя gιяℓfяιєи∂.
ρℓα у ωιтн нєя нαιя.
ρι ¢к нєя υρ, тι¢кℓє нєя αи∂ ρℓαу ωяєѕтℓє ωιтн нєя.
ѕ ιт ιи тнє ραяк αи∂ נυѕт тαℓк тσ нєя.
тєℓℓ нєя fυииу נσкєѕ, тєℓℓ нєя ѕтυρι∂ נσкєѕ, נυѕт тєℓℓ нєя
נσкєѕ.
тня σω ρєввℓєѕ αт нєя ωιи∂σω ιи тнє мι∂∂ℓє σf тнє иιgнт נυѕт вє¢αυѕє уσυ мιѕѕє∂ нєя.
lєт нєя fαℓℓ αѕℓєєρ ιи уσυя αямѕ.
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ιfє ιѕ вєαυту, α∂мιяє ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α ∂яєαм, яєαℓιzє ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α ¢нαℓℓєиgє, мєєт ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α ∂υту, ¢σмρℓєтє ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α gαмє, ρℓαу ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α ρяσмιѕє, fυℓfιℓℓ ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ ѕσяяσω,σνєя¢σмє ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α ѕσиg, ѕιиgιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α ѕтяυggℓє,α¢¢єρт ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ α тяαgє∂у, ¢σиfяσит ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ αи α∂νєитυяє, ∂αяє ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ ℓυ¢к,мαкє ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ тσσ ρяє¢ισυѕ, ∂σ иσт ∂єѕтяσу ιт
ℓιfє ιѕ ℓιfє, fιgнт fσя ιт
|  April 23 
Yeah,i may love Greenday
But i've got my own style
I'll do things a different way
I'll walk my own mile
Yes,i think Simple Plan rocks
But i won't play the guitar
'Cause i've got wavy locks
And i'll fire my own mortar
I like the way Good Charlotte looks
All dressed up in black
But i'll never wear their suits
I have my own pair of slacks
Let me wear my own smile
Why should i be someone else?
My identity's in my own file
Gotta be myself
|  April 21

Sometimes we argue, I don't know why.
Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry?
I cry because I love you,
I cry because I care,
I cry because I feel we have a love so rare,
sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there.
I love you every minute,
I love you every day,
I even love you when we argue, I love you when we play.
Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too, then I look in your eyes and I know it's true.
So when I say something a little crazy
or I do something you don't feel is right,
Please, let's try to work it out so we won't fight.
Some people take relationships for granted
it's sad to hear but true,
I don't want this to happen, not with you.
I want our relationship to be completely from the heart so we both know, no matter what we go through we will never part
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April 18

never say i love you if you really don't care mever talk about feelings if they aren't really there never hold my hand if you're going to break my heart never say you are going to if you
don't plan to start never look into my eyes if all you do is lie never say hello if you really mean goodbye if you really mean forever then say you will try never say forever cause FOREVER makes me CRY
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April 14

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χXχ ѕιgиѕ нє ℓσνєѕ уσυ χXχ
♥нє тєℓℓѕ уσυ нє ℓσνєѕ уσυ♥ ♥нє кιѕѕєѕ уσυя ¢нєєк♥ ♥нє ѕqυєzєѕ уσυ тιgнт ωнєи нє нυgѕ уσυ♥ ♥нє ¢αℓℓѕ уσυ вєαυтιfυℓ♥ ♥нє тєχтѕ уσυ♥ ♥нє ωσυℓ∂ ρι¢к уσυ σνєя αℓℓ нιѕ gιяℓ мαтєѕ♥ ♥нє вυуѕ уσυ gιfтѕ♥ ♥нє ѕαуѕ ѕтυff ℓιкє 'уσυ мєαи єνєутнιиg тσ мє'♥ ♥нє ∂σєѕит ¢αяє ιf уσυя ℓαтє σя ιf уσυя мєѕѕу αѕ ℓσиg αѕ уσυя тнєяє♥ ♥нє ℓєтѕ уσυ мєєт нιѕ fαмιℓу♥ ♥ωнєи ιтѕ ¢σℓ∂ ρυℓℓѕ уσυ υи∂єя тнє ¢σνєяѕ αи∂ נυѕт нυgѕ уσυ♥ ♥ωнєи уσυя ѕα∂ σя нανє нα∂ α вα∂ ∂αу нє ℓιѕтєиѕ♥ ♥мσѕт ιмρσятαит нє ∂σєѕит ¢нєαт σи уσυ♥ |

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Just because I don’t smile, doesn’t mean I’m not happy. Just because I don’t eat, doesn’t mean I think I’m fat. Just because I don’t laugh, doesn’t mean it wasn’t funny. Just because I don’t talk, doesn’t mean I don’t listen. Just because I don’t respond, doesn’t mean I don’t care. Just because I don’t cry, doesn’t mean I’m not hurting. Just because I tell you, doesn’t mean I trust you. Just because I smile, doesn’t mean I’m happy. Just because I’m tired, doesn’t mean I was up all night. Just because I’m laughing, doesn’t mean life is great. Just because I walk away, doesn’t mean I’m hiding. Just because I look away, doesn’t mean I don’t care. Just because I don’t hug you, doesn’t mean I don’t want to. Just because I don’t say it, doesn’t mean I don’t love you. Just because I love you, doesn’t mean I choose to. | April 09
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April 04
тωσ ρєσρℓє ιи σиє, σиє нαρρу, σиє ѕα∂, тωσ ѕι∂єѕ σf мє, σиє мα∂ αи∂ σиє gℓα∂. тнєяє'ѕ σиℓу σиє ѕι∂є
ι тяу тσ ℓєт ѕнσω;
му fєєℓιиgѕ ιиѕι∂є
тнє σтнєяѕ ∂σи'т киσω.
ι'м тωσ ρєσρℓє ιи σиє, αѕ ѕтяαиgє αѕ тнαт ѕσυи∂ѕ,
тнє яєαℓ мє ιиѕι∂є
иσ σиє нαѕ fσυи∂.
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∂σи'т ℓσσк αт мє єνєяу ∂αу ιѕ ѕσ ωσи∂єяfυℓ тнєи ѕυ∂∂єиℓу, ιт'ѕ нαя∂ тσ вяєαтнє иσω αи∂ тнєи, ι gєт ιиѕє¢υяє fяσм αℓℓ тнє ραιи, ι'м ѕσ αѕнαмє∂ ∂σи'т ℓσσк αт мє єνєяу ∂αу ιѕ ѕσ ωσи∂єяfυℓ тнєи ѕυ∂∂єиℓу, ιт'ѕ нαя∂ тσ
вяєαтнє иσω αи∂ тнєи, ι gєт ιиѕє¢υяє fяσм αℓℓ тнє ραιи, ι'м ѕσ αѕнαмє∂ ι αм вєαυтιfυℓ иσ мαттєяωнαт тнєу ѕαу ωσя∂ѕ ¢αи'т вяιиg мє ∂σωи ι αм вєαυтιfυℓ ιи єνєяу ѕιиgℓєωαу уєѕ, ωσя∂ѕ ¢αи'т вяιиg мє ∂σωи ѕσ ∂σи'т уσυ вяιиg мє ∂σωи тσ∂αу тσ αℓℓ уσυя fяιєи∂ѕ, уσυ'яє ∂єℓιяισυѕ
ѕσ ¢σиѕυмє∂ ιи αℓℓ уσυя ∂σσм тяуιиg нαя∂ тσ fιℓℓ тнє ємρтιиєѕѕ тнє ριє¢єѕ gσиє, ℓєfт тнє ρυzzℓє υи∂σиє ιѕ тнαт тнє ωαу ιт ιѕ уσυ αяє вєαυтιfυℓ иσ мαттєя ωнαт тнєу ѕαу ωσя∂ѕ ¢αи'т вяιиg уσυ ∂σωи уσυ αяє вєαυтιfυℓ ιи єνєяу ѕιиgℓє ωαу уєѕ, ωσя∂ѕ ¢αи'т вяιиg уσυ ∂σωи ∂σи'т уσυ вяιиg мє ∂σωи тσ∂αу... иσ мαттєя
ωнαт ωє ∂σ (иσ мαттєя ωнαт ωє ∂σ) иσ мαттєя ωнαт ωє ѕαу (иσ мαттєяωнαт ωє ѕαу) ωє’яє тнє ѕσиg ιиѕι∂є тнє тυиє fυℓℓ σf вєαυтιfυℓ мιѕтαкєѕαи∂ єνєяуωнєяє ωє gσ (єνєяуωнєяє ωє gσ) тнє ѕυи ωιℓℓ αℓωαуѕ ѕнιиє (ѕυи ωιℓℓ αℓωαуѕ ѕнιиє) αи∂ тσмσяяσω ωє мιgнт ωαкє σи тнє σтнєя ѕι∂є αℓℓ тнє σтнєя тιмєѕ
| March 31
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ι'ℓℓ ѕтσρ ℓσνιиg уσυ ωнєи
∂ιαмσи∂ѕ иєνєя ѕραякℓє
αи∂ fℓσωєяѕ ¢єαѕє тσ gяσω
ωнєи тнυи∂єя ∂σєѕи'т є¢нσ
αи∂ яινєяѕ ∂σ иσт fℓσω
ωнєи нєαятѕ иσ ℓσиgєя ωσи∂єя
αи∂ нαи∂ѕ αяє иєνєя нєℓ∂
ωнєи ѕмιℓєѕ αяє σиℓу мємσяιєѕ
αи∂ нσρє ιѕ иєνєя fєℓт
ωнєи тяєєѕ иσ ℓσиg вℓσѕѕσм
αи∂ тнє ѕтαяѕ яєfυѕє тσ ѕнιиє
ωнєи αυтυми нαѕ иσ fαℓℓιиg ℓєανєѕ
αи∂ ωιитєя иσ ℓσиgєя ∂ιєѕ
ωнєи тιмє нαѕ иσ мσяє тσмσяяσωѕ
αи∂ яαιивσωѕ нανє иσ нυє
ωнєи gσ∂ αℓσиє ¢σммαи∂ѕ мє
тнєи ι'ℓℓ ѕтσρ ℓσνιиg уσυ!
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..::ρєяfє¢т::..
..:: ι мαу иσт вє тнє ρєяfє¢т gιяℓ, тнαт єνєяу gυу ωσυℓ∂ ωιѕн fσя::.. ..::ι мαу иσт вє тнαт ρяєтту, вυт ℓєт мє тєℓℓ уσυ тнιѕ::.. ..:: ι ¢αи ℓσνє уσυ тяυєℓу ωιтн αℓℓ му нєαят::.. ..:: ι ¢αи вє fαιтнfυℓ αℓтнσυgн ωє αяє αραят, ::.. ..:: ι ¢αи иσт ¢ℓιмв тнє мσυитαιиѕ, иσя ѕωιм тнє ∂єєρєѕт ѕєα ::.. ..::вυт ι ¢αи мαкє α ρяσмιѕє, נυѕт ρυт уσυя тяυѕт ιи мє ::.. ..::ι ¢αииσт gινє уσυ αℓℓ ι ωαит, вυт тяу тσ gινє му αℓℓ, ::.. ..:: му ℓσνє, му нєαят, му νєяу ѕσυℓ, fσя уσυ ι'ℓℓ gινє ιт αℓℓ ::.. ..:: ι ¢αииσт яєα¢н тнє ѕтαяѕ αвσνє, иσя σffєя уσυ тнє мσσи,::.. ..:: вυт ιf ι ωιℓℓ нανє тнє ѕтяєиgтн, ι'ℓℓ ρяσмιѕє тσ ∂σ тнαт ѕσσи ::.. ..:: fσя уσυ ι'ℓℓ gινє му νєяу вєѕт, му ℓσνє'ѕ fσяєνєя тяυє, ::.. ..:: ι мαу иσт вє ιмρσятαит вυт fσя мє му ωσяℓ∂ ιѕ уσυ ::.. ..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::.. | March 28
like you're so
7 x+.[Perfect].+x
[&&] I can't
6Measure5 up
Well, I'm not
[p]erfect.
Just all [x] messed [x] up
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