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    October 16

    Last Goodbye

     
     






     








     

    [I]

     Don'tNeed

    You

    Anymore

    [I]

    Don'tWant

    ToBe

    Ignored

    [I]

    Don'tNeed

    One More

    Day OfYou

    Wasting

    [Me]

    Away

    WithNo [Apologies]


     
     






     



     

    I KEPT IT INSIDE OF ME FOR ALL THIS TIME

    THOUGHT THAT I COULD MAKE IT WORK IF I TRIED

    BUT I'M SORRY TO ADMIT THAT I HAVE LIVED A

    LIE

     

    I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT FOR TOO LONG

    NOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS WRONG

    I WISH I TOLD YOU FROM THE START

    THAT THIS WAS NEVER MEANT TO LAST

    WE SHOULD'VE NEVER GONE THIS

    FAR

     I Won't
    Keep My
    Mouth Shut
     Anymore

     

     

     

     



     


     
     
     


    YouUsedTo

    Be My[Rainbow]OnARainy

    Day

    ButNow

    You'reGone

    [&&]MyLife

    IsJust
    Gray
     



     
     






     

     
     
     




     
     
     
     

    People

    Change

    Things Go

    Wrong

    Shit Will

    Hppen

    But

    Life Goes On



     


     
                                 SHE SAYS
                         SHE'S NOT DESPERATE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE
                                   DESPERATE
                                   DESPERATE
                                   DESPERATE
     
                         SHE'S A LITTLE LESS 
                                    HAPPY
    ;;
                        &&. A LITTLE           
                                     MORE__
                ..Heart Broken
                                         && WAITING FOR HIM TO 
                                                  COME
                                                  
    RESCUE HER FROM
    ;;__KILLING.HERSELF


     

     
    October 11

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    Love Me
    && We Can Make The World Jealous.

     
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      [ As a flower in the garden ]
    [ Bending toward the sun, ]
    [
     Unfolds it's tiny petals ]
    [ One, by one, by one... ]
    [ So faith expands it's beauty
    [
    Until  at last it grows ]
    [
    Into life's lasting flower... ]
    [ The heart's fair perfect rose. ]

     It is only a tiny rosebud, ]
    [ A flower of God's design, ]
    [ But I cannot unfold the petals ]
    [ With these clumsy hands of mine. ]
    [ - The secret of unfolding flowers ]
    Is not
    known to such as I, ]
    [ The flower God opens so sweetly, ]
    [ In my hands would fade and die. ]
    [ - I cannot unfold a rosebud, ]
    This flower of God's design, ]
    Then how can I have wisdom ]
    To unfold this life of mine? ]
    [ - So Ill trust Him for His leading ]
    Each moment of every day ]
    [ And I'll look to Him for His guidance ]
    Each step of the pilgrim way. ]
     [ For the pathway that lies before me ]
    [ My heavenly Father knows ]
    [ I'll trust Him to unfold the moments ]
    Just as He unfolds the rose. ]

    To lie in a bed of roses, ]
    [ To feel the silkiness against my skin, ]
    [ The fragrance ]
    [ How it comforts me, ]
    [ Though feeling so alone, ]
    Once again. ]
    [ There was a time ]
    [ When skies weren't cloudy, ]
    [
    And it seldom ever rained, ]
    [ But as the clouds begin to rumble, ]
    [ Once again there's so much pain. ]


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    September 10

    Save Me


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    Please, please forgive
    me,
    But I won’t be home
    again.
    Maybe someday
    you’ll have woke up,
    And, barely conscious, you’ll
    say to no one:
    "isn’t something missing? "

    You won’t cry for my absence, I
    know -
    You forgot me long ago.
    Am I that unimportant...?
    Am I so insignificant...?
    Isn’t something missing?
    Isn’t someone missing me?


    Even though I’d be sacrificed,
    You won’t try for me, not now.
    Though I’d die to know you
    love me,
    I’m all alone.
    Isn’t someone missing me?

    Please, please forgive me,
    But I won’t be home again.
    I know what you do to yourself,
    Shudder deep and cry out:
    "isn’t something missing?
    Isn’t someone missing me? "


    And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
    Knowing you don’t care.
    And if I
    sleep just to dream of you
    And wake without you there,
    Isn’t something missing?
    Isn’t something...

     

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    I'm not supposed
    to love
    you,
    I'm not supposed
    to care
    I'm not supposed
    to live
    my life,
    Wishing
    you
    were
    there
    I'm not supposed
    to
    wonder,
    Where
    you
    are and what
    you do
    I'm sorry
    i can't
    help myself,
    I'm still
    in love
    with you..

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    i tried to kill the
    pain
    but only brought
    more
    i lay dying
    and i'm pouring
    crimson regret and
    betrayal
    i'm dying praying
    bleeding and
    screaming
    am i too lost to
    be saved
    am i too lost?

    my God my
    tourniquet
    return to me
    salvation
    my God my
    tourniquet
    return to me
    salvation
    do you remember me
    lost for so long
    will you be
    on the other side
    or will you forget
    me i'm dying
    praying bleeding
    and screaming am
    i too lost to be saved
    am i too lost?

    my God
    my tourniquet
    return to me s
    alvation my God my
    tourniquet return
    to me salvation

    my wounds cry
    for the grave
    my soul cries for deliverance
    will i be denied
    Christ
    tourniquet
    my suicide
     

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    I tried to kill the pain
    but only brought more
    i lay dying
    And i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayl
    i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
    Am i too lost to be saved?
     
    Do you remember me?
    lost for so long
    will yoube on the other side?
    or will you forget me
    im dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
    Am i too lost to be saved?

     



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    August 29

    Back Again

     


     
     













    A secret in the house
    held from everyone
    can’t get out
    suffocating
    bleeding from my cuts

    No one was home
    I was all alone
    just like I’ve always been
    locked myself inside
    can’t turn back
    I lost the key

    I think of life
    and what will happen when I’m gone
    I daydream
    see my parents splitting up
    see them dying of grief
    seeing the friends I have
    go suicidal
    the one I hate partying
    my ex
    also partying

    I realize what I’ve done
    if I die
    the good have lost
    the evil will win
    I don’t want to die

    But the key is gone
    the door is locked
    no one there to help
    I’m dying
    against my will

    I’m an angel now
    watching over everything

    I see my parents splitting up
    I see them dying of grief
    I’m seeing the friends I have
    go suicidal
    the one I hate partying
    my ex
    also partying

    A secret life a secret death
    breaks apart









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    s o m e t i m e s    y o u 
      j u s t   
    h a v e   
    t o   r u n   a w a y   

    s  o   y o u   c a n   s e e  
    w h
      w i l l   c o  m e  
    a f t e r   y o u .

    s o m e t i m e s    y o u  
    h a v e
       t o  
    t a l k   q u i e t e r ,   

    j u s t   t o   s e e
       w h o   i s 
      l i s t e n i n g 
     
    s o m e  t i m e s 
     
    y o u  
    h a v e   t o  
    s t a n d   u p   i n   a   f i g h t ,  
    b u t   o n l y   t o   s e e 
      
    w h o   i s  s t a n d i n g  
    b y    y o u r    s i d e .

    s o m e t i m e s   y o u 
      h a v e 
      t o   m a k e  
    a   w r o n g   d e c i s i o n
    o n l y    t o   s e e  
    w h o   i s   t h e r e  t o  
    h e l p   y o u   f i x   i t .

     s o m e t i m e s   y o u  
    h a v e   t o   l e t   g o  
    o f   t h e   o n e y o u  
    love

    j u s t   t o    s e e   i f 
      t h e y 
    w i l l 
     c o m e   b a c k . . .
     





     
     Must Go Alone To My Bed
    I am a weary wanderer,
    On a lonesome
    and winding road.
    I am a daily ponderer.
    I bear a ponderous load.

    My shoes are worn
    down to the soles.
    My pants are rent with
    gaping holes.
    But I still maintain my
    two feet,
    And the earth as a
    temporal seat.

    I have nothing to call
    my own.
    All I possess, I do
    on loan.
    All my possessions
    I shall shed,
    Down to the last verse
    in my head.

    And whether I'll taste
    victory
    Before I face my last
    defeat,
    Is an unrecorded story.
    But gain and loss I shall
    both meet.

    I have a few more miles
    to go.
    I have a few more
    thoughts to know,
    And my destination to see,
    When I arrive at destiny.
    Shed no tears when I pass
    on by.
    We must face the drought
    and the rain.
    It is only torture to cry.
    Perhaps our paths may
    join again.

    Every road eventually
    ends,
    As love passed far beyond
    my tred.
    Each friendship leads to
    parting friends.
    I must go alone to my bed.

     
     


     




    i hate you..............i hate you

    i hate you i hate........i hate you i hate

    i hate you i hate u.......i hate you i hate u

    i hate you i hate you..i hate you i hate you

    i hate you i hate you.i hate you i hate you

    i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate

    i hate you i hate you i hate you

    i hate you i hate you i hate u

    i hate you I hate you

    ..i hate you..

    i hate u

    hate

    U


     
     


     
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    July 12

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    мαιѕα ι σνє уσυ ѕσ мυ¢н, уσυ'яє ѕυ¢н α вєαυтιfυρєяѕσи ιиѕιє αиσυт, ι ωιѕн υ αℓℓ тнє вєѕт ιи ιfє,

    мαιѕα кєєρ da fαιтн ιи киσωin dαт ωє σνє υ нєαρz и ωє ωιℓℓ иєνєя 4gєт υ,αиι нσρє 2мσяяσω яυиѕ ωєℓℓ 4 υ! αℓℓ da вєѕт σf υ¢к!


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    I'm Sorry
    I'm sorry for the things
    I do I'm sorry for what I say
    I'm sorry for the reason why
    I made you feel that way
    I'm sorry for the moonlit walks
    I'm sorry for the skies
    I'm sorry for that feeling
    When I look into your eyes
    I'm sorry that I cared for you
    I'm sorry that I dreamed
    I'm sorry that nothing
    Was the way it seemed
    I'm sorry that I didn't know
    I'm sorry that I tried
    I'm sorry that I felt so bad
    I broke down and cried
    I'm sorry that I broke your heart
    I'm sorry that you broke mine
    I'm sorry that you feel Like
    everything would be fine
    I'm sorry that you listen
    I'm sorry that you could not


    I'm sorry that I'm apologizing
    When you think I should not
    I'm sorry for having Nothing
    that you want
    I'm sorry for being Everything
    I'm not
    But I'm not sorry for the way
    I feel I'm not sorry that you
    don't understand
    I'm not sorry for that feeling
    When I hold your hand
    I'm not sorry, and I never
    will be Until I find you back with me


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    Be


    Be my truth

    My world around

    Be my light

    My path to walk
     
    Be my wonde
    r

    My question answered

    Be my trouble

    My one excuse
     
    Be my sight
     
    My visio
    n
     
    before m
    e
     
    Be my blanket
     
    My warm embrace
     
    Be my song
     
    My sound of good
     
    Be my happines
    s
     
    My great smile
     
    Be my love
     
    My only love
     


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    June 05

    fα∂є αωαу


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    What if you saw my arm one day
    And all those bloody trails?
    Will you be able to
    understand why
    I cut when all else fails?

    Would you tell me to stop the cutting
    Because what I do is wrong?
    Will you try to convince me again
    That I'm really very strong?

    Will you tell me otherwise
    When I say "you won't understand"?
    Answer me this question
    Have you sat with a knife in
    your hand?

    Have you even contemplated
    Or thought about suicide?
    Do you have any
    f u c k ed up emotions
    That you always try to hide?

    Have you ever lost best friends
    Because of the blade of a
    f u c k ing knife?
    Are you stuck in deep depression
    Always trying to end your life?

    Do you have the scars I have
    That decorate your wrist?
    And if you try to smile
    Do you smile with a twist?

    How about all that precious blood
    That's keeping you alive?
    Do you shed it every night
    Making it difficult to survive?

    Have you ever stayed up late
    While endless tears you cried?
    Have you felt that horrible feeling
    Like part of you just died?

    Have you ever taken drugs
    So the time will just pass by?
    Have you found yourself to think
    How perfect it'll be to die?

    Have you attempted suicide so much
    That you've already lost count?
    Will even the tears you've ever cried
    Add up to that amount?

    If you try to help me out
    Don't assume you know how I feel
    The truth is you can't
    mend my heart
    And you can't make my cuts heal

    So just answer all these questions
    Before you give me any advice
    Just think it over clearly
    Think it over twice

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    Life it seems
    is but a day,
    For when
    Death comes
    we fade away.
    To leave the
    sun's warm
    glowing light,
    And greet the
    black, eternal
    night.
    To wait and
    watch as
    shadows grow,
    In darkness'
    great and
    secret show.
    All flair and
    fight for life's
    last breath,
    To stay alive
    and battle Death.
    But in the end
    'tis all the same,
    The death of
    Death, and fear
    and pain.
    For all must
    so soon leave
    life's light,
    And fade away
    into the night...




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    May 17

    x•♥•x

     



     
    "hold   me   tighter


    i'm   fal l ing   faster


    it's   get t ing   blacker


    skin's   feeling  c o ld e r


    brea t he         for me


    show    me    how



    help    me   to   see


    my   eyes   have   gone


    si g h t l e s s



    weight  on  my  chest


    heart   slowing  down


    body   is   numb


    f eeling   is    gone


    your   cries    are    fain t  


    d i s ta nt   noises   in 
    m y  head


    i  can   hear  no   more


    physical  body  is 
    dead


    i  am    weigh t l ess


    i am   light


    i can   go   where  
    i  want


    i   a m   free


    remember    me


    always


    never    forget    me


    i' m   your   Dark Angel


    i will   be    with   
    you    always"

















     
     still love you
    but you don't know
    because i can't bear to look at you any more
    after the pain you caused no remorse
    i can't remember you caring about a single thing
    so i ignore
    i would have never started this if you didn't ignore me when i needed you
    not that you need me
    i'm ignoring my love for you
    you'll never know but i still love you
    and you seen me in a happy new life
    that i refuse to let you join
    i can't be bothered to see you anymore
    maybe i could if you were sorry
    but you don't feel any feelings

    but i think of you everday
    not that i'm going to tell you
    but although my love isn't as strong
    i will always in some form love you
    in a way i'll always be that love sick fool
    who was stupid enough to stop caring about her pride just to please you
    but other parts of me have change
    you're bound to ohave noticed
    i don't need you
    only want you a bit
    i still love you but you'll never know

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    Note to self : I miss you

    Terribly
    This is
    what we call a

    [-[tragedy]-]
    ♥  ♥ 



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    I   st  i  l  l      remember     t he  world      From    the     eyes
    of    a    child      Slowly     those feel  ings Were
    clouded   by  what    I know now    Where    ha
    s
    my    h eart     gone  An   un even t         rade        for     the
    real      world         Oh        I I    want to      go         back       t
    o
    Believing       i n         everything and      knowing
    not  h ing       at        all I    st i  l   l        remember            the              sun
    Always         warm        on        my             back          Somehow
      i 
    t    

    seems             co ld er          now Where        has        my      heart
    gone Trapped          i  n       the eyes          of          a          strange
    r
    Oh I...               I        want            t  o         go         back
    to        Believing   in everythin
    g
    I       st    i    l    l         
                   remember.



     
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    I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
    My weakness is that I care too much
    My scars remind us that the past is real
    I tear my heart open just to feel

    I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
    And I just wanna be alone
    I'm pissed 'cuz you came around
    Why don't you just go home?
    'Cuz you can't hold all your pain
    And I can't help you fix yourself
    You're making me insane
    All I can say is...

    I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
    My weakness is that I care too much
    Our scars remind us that the past is real
    I tear my heart open just to feel

    I tried to help you once
    Against my own advice
    I saw you going down
    But you never realized
    That you're drowning in the water
    So I offered you my hand
    Compassion's in my nature
    Tonight is our last stand

    I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
    My weakness is that I care too much
    Our scars remind us that the past is real
    I tear my heart open just to feel
    May 07

    You Didn't Mean Forever...Right?

     
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    Don't wait for some
    distant day to come,
    it may be too late
    before you've even begun.
    Not everyone will agree
    with all you decide.

    Be true to yourself
    first and foremost.
    The only important thing
    in life is what you do
    with the time you
    spend here on earth.
    Don't cloud today
    with things that can't
    be undone.
    You have no
    more control over
    yesterday or tomorrow,
    than you do the raging
    of your passions.
    Do not quiet
    these dreams nor
    quench your desires.
    For if you do,
    your journey is ended.

    You have only today
    to begin anew and
    follow your dreams.
    For in the end all
    we have are
    our memories.
    When the twilight
    comes to us, let there
    be, no excuses,
    no explanations,
    no regrets!


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    It is my fault
    You are no longer here
    I try to go on
    but it just wont happen

    the harder i try
    to live without you
    The more i find
    i love you
    The days go on and it
    is not any eaier for me

    I hear you and the pain
    tears through my body
    once again i feel the rip
    its all my fault!
    I wouldnt have lost you

    I would still have
    you had i been
    what you were looking for
    I wouldnt have lost you
    Had i been more aware
    of what was going on

    Im so sorry i broke ur heart
    Im sorry i ripped
    your world apart
    It is all startin all over
    again
    Its all my fault that you are
    in pain

    Baby the harder i try
    The more it wont happen
    It cant happen
    I cant cause you that
    intense pain
    no never again!
    To U AMR
    by babyjade

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    [[When]].  ii.see.you.;;;
    the world

    s-t-o-p-s,,as.if.the  .only .
    purpose

    in .life.was.for.{{me}}. to.

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    Love hurts.
    Love scars
    .
    Love wounds
    .
    Almost any heart..
    .
    Not tough or stong enough..
    .
    To take a lot of pain..
    .
    take a lot of pain
    .
    Love is like a cloud
    .
    Holds a lot of rain
    Love hurts...ooh...oo
    h
    love hurts
    .

    I'm young...I know
    .
    But even so..
    .
    I know a thing or two
    .
    And I learned from you
    .
    I really learned a lot..
    .
    Really learned a lot
    .

    Love is like a flame
    .
    It burns you when it's hot
    .
    Love hurts...ooh...oo
    h
    love hurts

    Some fools think o
    f
    Happiness..
    .
    Blissfulness..
    .
    Togetherness
    .

    Some fools fool themselves
    I guess.They're not foolin' me
    .
    I know it isn't true
    .

    Love is just a lie
    .
    Made to make you blue
    .
    Love hurts...ooh...ooh
    love hurts.Ooh...oo
    h
    love hurts.
     
     

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    Vague memories play in my head
    of when you and I were one
    .
    Trying to find a time in life
    of when I thought our end would come
    .

    But I never had the slightest doubt
    ,
    no such things were in my mind
    .
    No questions if I really loved you
    ,
    no mysteries we had to find
    .

    Things never got old by your side
    ,
    our love was new each dawning day
    .
    Up until your heart decided
    ,
    that here with me you couldn't stay
    .

    It told you that we couldn't be
    ,
    I never knew the reason why
    .
    Your words still linger in my thoughts
    ,
    an echoed pain with your "Good-bye"
    .

    Did that good-bye erase our love
    ,
    did it take all that we had
    ?
    Did it run off with our hearts at hand
    ,
    leaving me alone and sad
    .

    It's been so long and time can't heal
    ,
    this open wound that hasn't gone
    .
    Still I wait for your return
    ,
    hopelessly remaining strong
    .
    "He left your side, he's gone for good"
    ,
    that's what my heart tells me each night
    .
    But when you left and said "Good-bye"
    ,
    you didn't mean forever...right?
    © Glendaliz M.

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    April 29

    Wish you were Here

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    When I think about
    you,
    And all that we had,
    It breaks my heart,
    again,
    To remember how much
     I miss you.

    You were the one
    Iloved,
    The one I cared about
    the most,
    No one can ever take
    your place,
    I just want you to
    know.

    I'll always remember
    you,
    I'll never forget
    what we had.
    You were always here
    for me,
    When I was feeling
    sad.

    I wish you were here
    now,
    Right by my side,
    I need you more then
    ever,
    But your no where
    near.


    Copyright ©2006
    Kristina M.
     

     


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    Tears fall down my
    face,
    I just push them
    away,
    And put on a
    smile,
    Pretend that I'm
    okay.

    I can't let anyone
    see me cry,
    I've held it all in
    for years,
    Can't let them
    know,
    That I'm broken
    inside.

    I act like I'm
    happy,
    Like nothing is
    wrong,
    If only they knew,
    It was all a lie.

    I'll just keep on smiling,
    And maybe one day
    I will be happy,
    But for now
    it's fake,
    But it's all I
    can do.
     

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    νσιcє мєѕѕαgєѕ fσя нєя тσ ωαкє υρ тσ.

    αℓωα

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    ω

    нєи ѕнє ιѕ υρѕєт нσℓ∂ нєя тιgнт αи∂ тєℓℓ нєя нσω мυ¢н ѕнє мєαиѕ тσ уσυ.

    яє

    ¢σgиιѕє тнє ѕмαℓℓ тнιиgѕ, тнєу υѕυαℓℓу мєαи тнє мσѕт.

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    тєℓℓ

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     נσкєѕ.

    тня

    σω ρєввℓєѕ αт нєя ωιи∂σω ιи тнє мι∂∂ℓє σf тнє иιgнт נυѕт вє¢αυѕє уσυ мιѕѕє∂ нєя.

    lєт нєя fαℓℓ

    αѕℓєєρ ιи уσυя αямѕ.





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    ιfє ιѕ вєαυту, α∂мιяє ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α ∂яєαм, яєαℓιzє ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α ¢нαℓℓєиgє, мєєт ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α ∂υту, ¢σмρℓєтє ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α gαмє, ρℓαу ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α ρяσмιѕє, fυℓfιℓℓ ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ ѕσяяσω,σνєя¢σмє ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α ѕσиg, ѕιиgιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α ѕтяυggℓє,α¢¢єρт ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ α тяαgє∂у, ¢σиfяσит ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ αи α∂νєитυяє, ∂αяє ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ ℓυ¢к,мαкє ιт

     ℓιfє ιѕ тσσ ρяє¢ισυѕ,
    ∂σ иσт ∂
    єѕтяσу ιт

    ℓιfє ιѕ ℓιfє, fιgнт fσя ιт


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    yeah

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    Yeah,i may love Greenday

    But i've got my own style

    I'll do things a different way

    I'll walk my own mile

    Yes,i think Simple Plan rocks

    But i won't play the guitar

    'Cause i've got wavy locks

    And i'll fire my own mortar

    I like the way Good Charlotte looks

    All dressed up in black

    But i'll never wear their suits

    I have my own pair of slacks

    Let me wear my own smile

    Why should i be someone else?

    My identity's in my own file

    Gotta be myself

     


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    Sometimes

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    Sometimes we argue,
    I don't know why.
    Then I sit and wonder,
    why do I cry?

    I cry because I love you,

    I cry because I care,
    I cry because I feel
    we have a love so rare,
    sometimes I'm afraid
    I'll turn around and
    you won't be there.

    I love you every minute,

    I love you every day,
    I even love you
    when we argue,
    I love you when we play.

    Sometimes I've wondered
    do you love me too,
    then I look in your eyes and
    I know it's true.

    So when I say
    something a little crazy
    or I do something you
    don't
    feel is right,
    Please, let's try
    to work it out
    so we won't fight.

    Some people take
    relationships for granted

    it's sad to
    hear but true,
    I don't want this
    to happen, not with you.
    I want our relationship
    to be completely from the heart
    so we both know,
    no matter what we
    go through we will
    never part











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    YAYYYYYY

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    never say i love
    you if you really
    don't care
    mever talk about
    feelings if they
    aren't really there
    never hold my hand
    if you're going
    to break my heart
    never say you are
    going to if you
    don't plan to start
    never look into
    my eyes if all
    you do is lie
    never say hello
    if you really
    mean goodbye
    if you really mean
    forever then say
    you will try
    never say forever
    cause FOREVER
    makes me CRY

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    just because

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    ♥нє кιѕѕєѕ уσυя ¢нєєк♥
    ♥нє ѕqυєzєѕ уσυ тιgнт
    ωнєи нє нυgѕ уσυ♥
    ♥нє ¢αℓℓѕ уσυ вєαυтιfυℓ♥
    ♥нє тєχтѕ уσυ♥
    ♥нє ωσυℓ∂ ρι¢к уσυ σνєя
    αℓℓ нιѕ gιяℓ мαтєѕ♥
    ♥нє вυуѕ уσυ gιfтѕ♥
    ♥нє ѕαуѕ ѕтυff ℓιкє 'уσυ мєαи
    єνєутнιиg тσ мє'♥
    ♥нє ∂σєѕит ¢αяє ιf уσυя ℓαтє
    σя ιf уσυя мєѕѕу αѕ ℓσиg
    αѕ уσυя тнєяє♥
    ♥нє ℓєтѕ уσυ мєєт нιѕ fαмιℓу♥
    ♥ωнєи ιтѕ ¢σℓ∂ ρυℓℓѕ уσυ
    υи∂єя тнє ¢σνєяѕ αи∂
    נυѕт нυgѕ уσυ♥
    ♥ωнєи уσυя ѕα∂ σя
    нανє нα∂ α вα∂
    ∂αу нє ℓιѕтєиѕ♥
    ♥мσѕт ιмρσятαит
    нє ∂σєѕит ¢нєαт σи уσυ♥


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    Just because I dont smile,
    doesnt mean Im not happy.
    Just because I dont eat,
    doesnt mean I think Im fat.
    Just because I dont laugh,
    doesnt mean it wasnt funny.
    Just because I dont talk,
    doesnt mean I dont listen.
    Just because I dont respond,
    doesnt mean I dont care.
    Just because I dont cry,
    doesnt mean Im not hurting.
    Just because I tell you,
    doesnt mean I trust you.
    Just because I smile,
    doesnt mean Im happy.
    Just because Im tired,
    doesnt mean I was up all night.
    Just because Im laughing,
    doesnt mean life is great.
    Just because I walk away,
    doesnt mean Im hiding.
    Just because I look away,
    doesnt mean I dont care.
    Just because I dont hug you,
    doesnt mean I dont want to.
    Just because I dont say it,
    doesnt mean I dont love you.
    Just because I love you,
    doesnt mean I choose to.
    April 09

    i . a m . h u . i . a m

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    тωσ ρєσρℓє ιи σиє,
    σиє нαρρу, σиє ѕα∂,
    тωσ ѕι∂єѕ σf мє,
    σиє мα∂ αи∂ σиє gℓα∂.

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    ι тяу тσ ℓєт ѕнσω;

    му fєєℓιиgѕ ιиѕι∂є

    тнє σтнєяѕ ∂σи'т киσω.

    ι'м тωσ ρєσρℓє ιи σиє,
    αѕ ѕтяαиgє αѕ тнαт ѕσυи∂ѕ,

    тнє яєαℓ мє ιиѕι∂є

    иσ σиє нαѕ fσυи∂.




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    σи'т σσк αт мє
    єνєяу αу ιѕ ѕσ
    ωσиєяfυ тнєи ѕυєиу,
    ιт'ѕ нαя тσ вяєαтнє иσω
    αи тнєи, ι gєт ιиѕє¢υяє
    fяσм α тнє ραιи, ι'м ѕσ
    αѕнαмє σи'т σσк αт мє
    єνєяу αу ιѕ ѕσ ωσиєяfυ
    тнєи ѕυєиу, ιт'ѕ нαя тσ

     вяєαтнє иσω αи тнєи, ι gєт
    ιиѕє¢υяє fяσм α тнє ραιи,
    ι'м ѕσ αѕнαмє ι αм вєαυтιfυ
    иσ мαттєяωнαт тнєу ѕαу
    ωσяѕ ¢αи'т вяιиg
    мє σωи ι αм вєαυтιfυ ιи
    єνєяу ѕιиgєωαу уєѕ, ωσяѕ
    ¢αи'т вяιиg мє σωи
    ѕσ σи'т уσυ вяιиg мє
    σωи тσαу тσ α уσυя
    fяιєиѕ, уσυ'яє єιяισυѕ

     ѕσ ¢σиѕυмє ιи α уσυя
    σσм тяуιиg нαя тσ fι
    тнє ємρтιиєѕѕ тнє ριє¢єѕ
    gσиє, єfт тнє ρυzzє
    υиσиє ιѕ тнαт тнє ωαу
    ιт ιѕ уσυ αяє вєαυтιfυ иσ
    мαттєя ωнαт тнєу ѕαу
    ωσяѕ ¢αи'т вяιиg уσυ
    σωи уσυ αяє вєαυтιfυ
    ιи єνєяу ѕιиgє ωαу уєѕ,
    ωσяѕ ¢αи'т вяιиg уσυ
    σωи σи'т уσυ вяιиg мє
    σωи тσαу... иσ мαттєя

     ωнαт ωє σ
    (иσ мαттєя ωнαт ωє σ)
    иσ мαттєя ωнαт ωє ѕαу
    (иσ мαттєяωнαт ωє ѕαу)
    ωєяє тнє ѕσиg ιиѕιє тнє
    тυиє fυ σf вєαυтιfυ
    мιѕтαкєѕαи єνєяуωнєяє ωє
    gσ (єνєяуωнєяє ωє gσ)
    тнє ѕυи ωι αωαуѕ ѕнιиє
    (ѕυи ωι αωαуѕ ѕнιиє)
    αи тσмσяяσω ωє мιgнт
    ωαкє σи тнє σтнєя ѕιє
    α тнє σтнєя тιмєѕ

     
    March 31

    ..::ρєяfє¢т::..


    ι'ℓℓ ѕтσρ ℓσνιиg уσυ ωнєи  

    ∂ιαмσи∂ѕ иєνєя ѕραякℓє  

    αи∂ fℓσωєяѕ ¢єαѕє тσ gяσω

    ωнєи тнυи∂єя ∂σєѕи'т є¢нσ

    αи∂ яινєяѕ ∂σ иσт fℓσω

    ωнєи нєαятѕ иσ ℓσиgєя ωσи∂єя

    αи∂ нαи∂ѕ αяє иєνєя нєℓ∂  

    ωнєи ѕмιℓєѕ αяє σиℓу мємσяιєѕ  

    αи∂ нσρє ιѕ иєνєя fєℓт  

    ωнєи тяєєѕ иσ ℓσиg вℓσѕѕσм  

    αи∂ тнє ѕтαяѕ яєfυѕє тσ ѕнιиє

    ωнєи αυтυми нαѕ иσ fαℓℓιиg ℓєανєѕ  

    αи∂ ωιитєя иσ ℓσиgєя ∂ιєѕ

    ωнєи тιмє нαѕ иσ мσяє тσмσяяσωѕ  

    αи∂ яαιивσωѕ нανє иσ нυє  

      ωнєи gσ∂ αℓσиє ¢σммαи∂ѕ мє

    тнєи ι'ℓℓ ѕтσρ ℓσνιиg уσυ!


    ..::ρєяfє¢т::..

    ..:: ι мαу иσт вє тнє ρєяfє¢т gιяℓ, тнαт єνєяу gυу ωσυℓ∂ ωιѕн fσя::..

    ..::ι мαу иσт вє тнαт ρяєтту, вυт ℓєт мє тєℓℓ уσυ тнιѕ::..
    ..:: ι ¢αи ℓσνє уσυ тяυєℓу ωιтн αℓℓ му нєαят::..
    ..:: ι ¢αи вє fαιтнfυℓ αℓтнσυgн ωє αяє αραят, ::.. 
     ..:: ι ¢αи иσт ¢ℓιмв тнє мσυитαιиѕ, иσя ѕωιм тнє ∂єєρєѕт ѕєα ::..  
    ..::вυт ι ¢αи мαкє α ρяσмιѕє, נυѕт ρυт уσυя тяυѕт ιи мє ::..  
    ..::ι ¢αииσт gινє уσυ αℓℓ ι ωαит, вυт тяу тσ gινє му αℓℓ, ::..
    ..:: му ℓσνє, му нєαят, му νєяу ѕσυℓ, fσя уσυ ι'ℓℓ gινє ιт αℓℓ ::..  
     ..:: ι ¢αииσт яєα¢н тнє ѕтαяѕ αвσνє, иσя σffєя уσυ тнє мσσи,::.. 
     ..:: вυт ιf ι ωιℓℓ нανє тнє ѕтяєиgтн, ι'ℓℓ ρяσмιѕє тσ ∂σ тнαт ѕσσи ::.. 
    ..:: fσя уσυ ι'ℓℓ gινє му νєяу вєѕт, му ℓσνє'ѕ fσяєνєя тяυє, ::..
    ..:: ι мαу иσт вє ιмρσятαит вυт fσя мє му ωσяℓ∂ ιѕ уσυ ::..
    ..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..::..
    March 28

    [Perfect]

           
                 like you're so 

    7  x+.[Perfect].+x

    [&&] I can't

     6Measure5 up

    Well, I'm not

     [p]erfect.

    Just all [x] messed [x] up

    March 12

    вσу и α gιяℓ...














     
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketFrom beginning to
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    ّ؛°؛οThrough αℓℓ these yearsّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οTheir friendship gяєω ّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οThey both felt the ѕαмєّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οвυт neither knewّ؛°؛ο
     
     
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketSince the day that they
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketThey both ℓσνє∂ each otherImage hosting by Photobucket
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    ّ؛°؛οHe was all she hadّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οIn her тєяяιвℓє lifeّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οHe was the oneّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οWho kept her from her
    киιfєّ؛°؛ο

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    Image hosting by PhotobucketShe made him smileImage hosting by Photobucket
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketThen one day Image hosting by Photobucket
    Image hosting by PhotobucketThings went
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketThe next few weeksImage hosting by Photobucket
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketOn purpose he
    ℓιє∂Image hosting by Photobucket

    He ρℓαує∂ with jealousyّ؛°؛ο
    Like it was a game
    Little did he know?
    Things would иєνєя be the same

    Image hosting by PhotobucketHis plan was workingImage hosting by Photobucket
    Image hosting by PhotobucketBut he had no clueImage hosting by Photobucket
    Image hosting by PhotobucketHow wrong things would goImage hosting by Photobucket
    Image hosting by PhotobucketThe ∂αмαgє he’d doImage hosting by Photobucket

    Then one night she broke down
    Feeling very alone
    Just her and the
    вℓα∂є
    No one was home

    Image hosting by PhotobucketShe dialled his numberImage hosting by Photobucket
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketShe told him she ℓσνє∂ himImage hosting by Photobucket
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    He raced to her house
    But came a minute too late
    Found her lying in
    вℓσσ∂
    And her нєαят had no rate

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    Image hosting by PhotobucketAnd in it her ¢σиfєѕѕισиImage hosting by Photobucket
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketHer only
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    ّ؛°؛οAs he read the noteّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οHe knelt down and
    ℓιєdّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛ο
    Grabbed her
    киιfєّ؛°؛ο
    ّ؛°؛οAnd that night they both died
    ّ؛°؛ο
     
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    ∂єα∂Image hosting by Photobucket
    Image hosting by PhotobucketUnder
    her noteImage hosting by Photobucket
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    Image hosting by PhotobucketI loved her soImage hosting by Photobucket
    Image hosting by PhotobucketShe иєνєя knewImage hosting by Photobucket
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