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October 16
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[I]
Don'tNeed
You
Anymore
[I]
Don'tWant
ToBe
Ignored
[I]
Don'tNeed
One More
Day OfYou
Wasting
[Me]
Away
WithNo [Apologies] |
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I KEPT IT INSIDE OF ME FOR ALL THIS TIME
THOUGHT THAT I COULD MAKE IT WORK IF I TRIED
BUT I'M SORRY TO ADMIT THAT I HAVE LIVED A
LIE
I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT FOR TOO LONG
NOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS WRONG
I WISH I TOLD YOU FROM THE START
THAT THIS WAS NEVER MEANT TO LAST
WE SHOULD'VE NEVER GONE THIS
FAR
I Won't Keep My Mouth Shut Anymore
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YouUsedTo
Be My[Rainbow]OnARainy
Day
ButNow
You'reGone
[&&]MyLife
IsJust Gray |
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People
Change
Things Go
Wrong
Shit Will
Hppen
But
Life Goes On
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SHE SAYS
SHE'S NOT DESPERATE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE
DESPERATE
DESPERATE
DESPERATE
SHE'S A LITTLE LESS HAPPY;;
&&. A LITTLE MORE__♥
..Heart Broken && WAITING FOR HIM TO COME RESCUE HER FROM ;;__KILLING.HERSELF
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October 11
Love Me && We Can Make The World Jealous. |

[ As a flower in the garden ] [ Bending toward the sun, ] [ Unfolds it's tiny petals ] [ One, by one, by one... ] [ So faith expands it's beauty ] [ Until at last it grows ] [ Into life's lasting flower... ] [ The heart's fair perfect rose. ]
[ It is only a tiny rosebud, ] [ A flower of God's design, ] [ But I cannot unfold the petals ] [ With these clumsy hands of mine. ] [ - The secret of unfolding flowers ] [ Is not known to such as I, ] [ The flower God opens so sweetly, ] [ In my hands would fade and die. ] [ - I cannot unfold a rosebud, ] [ This flower of God's design, ] [ Then how can I have wisdom ] [ To unfold this life of mine? ] [ - So I’ll trust Him for His leading ] [ Each moment of every day ] [ And I'll look to Him for His guidance ] [ Each step of the pilgrim way. ] [ For the pathway that lies before me ] [ My heavenly Father knows ] [ I'll trust Him to unfold the moments ] [ Just as He unfolds the rose. ]
[ To lie in a bed of roses, ] [ To feel the silkiness against my skin, ] [ The fragrance ] [ How it comforts me, ] [ Though feeling so alone, ] [ Once again. ] [ There was a time ] [ When skies weren't cloudy, ] [ And it seldom ever rained, ] [ But as the clouds begin to rumble, ] [ Once again there's so much pain. ] |
September 10
Please, please forgive me, But I won’t be home again. Maybe someday you’ll have woke up, And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one: "isn’t something missing? "
You won’t cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me?
Even though I’d be sacrificed, You won’t try for me, not now. Though I’d die to know you love me, I’m all alone. Isn’t someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me, But I won’t be home again. I know what you do to yourself, Shudder deep and cry out: "isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me? "
And if I bleed, I’ll bleed, Knowing you don’t care. And if I sleep just to dream of you And wake without you there, Isn’t something missing? Isn’t something...
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I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to live my life,
Wishing you were there
I'm not supposed to wonder,
Where you are and what you do
I'm sorry i can't help myself,
I'm still in love with you.. |
i tried to kill the pain but only brought more i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet return to me s alvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide
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I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
And i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayl
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?
Do you remember me?
lost for so long
will yoube on the other side?
or will you forget me
im dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?
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August 29
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A secret in the house held from everyone can’t get out suffocating bleeding from my cuts
No one was home I was all alone just like I’ve always been locked myself inside can’t turn back I lost the key
I think of life and what will happen when I’m gone I daydream see my parents splitting up see them dying of grief seeing the friends I have go suicidal the one I hate partying my ex also partying
I realize what I’ve done if I die the good have lost the evil will win I don’t want to die
But the key is gone the door is locked no one there to help I’m dying against my will
I’m an angel now watching over everything
I see my parents splitting up I see them dying of grief I’m seeing the friends I have go suicidal the one I hate partying my ex also partying
A secret life a secret death breaks apart |

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s o m e t i m e s y o u j u s t h a v e t o r u n a w a y ,
s o y o u c a n s e e w h o w i l l c o m e a f t e r y o u .
s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o t a l k q u i e t e r ,
j u s t t o s e e w h o i s l i s t e n i n g s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o s t a n d u p i n a f i g h t , b u t o n l y t o s e e w h o i s s t a n d i n g b y y o u r s i d e .
s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o m a k e a w r o n g d e c i s i o n o n l y t o s e e w h o i s t h e r e t o h e l p y o u f i x i t .
s o m e t i m e s y o u h a v e t o l e t g o o f t h e o n e y o u love
j u s t t o s e e i f t h e y w i l l
c o m e b a c k . . .
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Must Go Alone To My Bed I am a weary wanderer, On a lonesome and winding road. I am a daily ponderer. I bear a ponderous load.
My shoes are worn down to the soles. My pants are rent with gaping holes. But I still maintain my two feet, And the earth as a temporal seat.
I have nothing to call my own. All I possess, I do on loan. All my possessions I shall shed, Down to the last verse in my head.
And whether I'll taste victory Before I face my last defeat, Is an unrecorded story. But gain and loss I shall both meet.
I have a few more miles to go. I have a few more thoughts to know, And my destination to see, When I arrive at destiny. Shed no tears when I pass on by. We must face the drought and the rain. It is only torture to cry. Perhaps our paths may join again.
Every road eventually ends, As love passed far beyond my tred. Each friendship leads to parting friends. I must go alone to my bed. |
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i hate u
hate
U
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